I must admit that I was becoming a sissy, then for some reason I abandonded it! I know, I was shocked too. I dont know why, it just didnt feel right at the time. Maybe I wasnt totally accepting who I was? Maybe it was all too fast, all too soon?
Maybe because I wasnt being forced and every other sissy was that in someway I wasnt a sissy?
As the title of my new blog suggests though, this is a new me.
It took me a while to realise that a sissy can be many things, especially after re-reading and reading some of the new posts on sissy school.
I am not attracted to men, though I do desire cock from time to time. This is ok, and I accept this. I also am attracted to she-males, as deep down I think I would love to be one.
To be that femme perminantly would be great! Which im sure is what all sissys desire, to be femme all the time.
So, this is the start of the new me. I still crossdress from time to time, which will get more regular from now on. Starting small and working my way up.
I have a small collection of my own panties and pantyhose (still my number one fetish hehehehe) which I plan on wearing more and more every day, until it is a natural reaction when I wake up to grab a clean pair, rather than male underwear.
I will even wear panties with male clothes sometimes, to further aid transition.
I have also purchased a few items of makeup, including some blush, eye shadow, mascara, lipstick and nail polish, which I will practice putting on when I can.
Wish me luck everyone!